And I said I didn’t know what it was, but I was including it because it reminds me of me as of late: blue and grumpy. Remember that?
I think I’m over the blue. For now, at least. And the grumpy? It comes and goes, but I think it’s more or less resolved itself for the time being.
Maybe that is why today, when I look at this fish, I don’t see a grumpy fish. I see a bewildered fish. A deer-in-the-headlights fish. A fish that is thinking, “Holy frap! How did I get here? I’m just a fish. Go away and leave me alone. Please.”
Yes, right now I am just feeling like a bewildered zoo fish.
Oh, I’m not looking for empathy or sympathy or worry on my behalf. I’m not even giving you any details about anything, so I don’t deserve any of that from you anyway. And, really, we’ll be fine. At some point. Probably sooner than others would think we should.
But right now? I’m a bewildered fish, and I’m wondering, “Holy frap! How did I get here.”