I haven’t done a Mormon Monday in forever. Bad, bad me. So today I was on YouTube watching various videos put out by our church, trying to pick one for Mormon Monday so that I didn’t have to do much actual thinking about it myself.
I’m trying to avoid thinking right now because my brain hurts. Well, it’s exhausted, anyway. I’m pretty sure that’s because I had a migraine Friday, a horrible caffeine withdraw headache Saturday (because I chugged a bunch on Friday to try to get rid of that headache) and then another migraine yesterday (which I did not treat with caffeine, because Saturday just. wasn’t. worth it). So today I just feel . . . vacant . . . and fuzzy (in my head – I have managed to shave this weekend).
Couple that feeling with the guilt of three mostly wasted days, what feels like never ending cloud cover around here, and plans I have been greatly looking forward to for months getting mostly, though not entirely, blown out of the water, and I could gladly curl up in a corner and hibernate until June (except I don’t think I’d be able to live with the guilt of neglecting my family that long once I woke up so, again, not worth it).
I have not been a happy camper this morning is what I’m saying.
But then I watched half a dozen or so church videos on YouTube. I wish there was some way to infuse those into herbal tea, or mainline them straight into my arm. Because? What a difference they make on my outlook on life! So I picked one to share with you today.
Honestly? I have already forgotten what the message is. See? It takes my brain some time to recover (and that is under normal migraine circumstances – this whole weekend of headache was very, very abnormal, so I may still be a blithering idiot by Friday for all I know).
Anyway, here is the one I picked. Enjoy! (I know I did, even though I don’t currently remember why).